hello!! X3

Hi there people. how's it going??!!! the weather is sunny and bright right now and i'm wearing a pretty fluffy tutu!! =D nah!! just kidding with you> i tell you. if you believe that then i'll be honest.... ARE YOU CRAZZYY??!!First, we're talking about .... um.....
Abigail: Hi nat. How are u?!
Natalie: HI!! =D Fine!!=D Happy Deepavali!! XD Where's my Chinese New Year Ang Pow??!!=D
Abigail:today is not even deepavali are u crazy!! And only next year is Chinese New Year DumbY!!!!=P
Natalie: Huh?? it's not Deepavali?? and it's not Chinese New Year????? Huh?? O.o but i still get my Ang Pow Right??? =D i mean even if it's not i still get it right????
Abigail:Duh of course its not!!! Dumby....[i pity u much] hahah.... and i will give u the angpow next year hehehehheh :)P
Natalie: i wanna spend my christmas in America.....=3
Abigail:ya we are going to usa dumby.......and maybe we are going 2 celebrate christmas in usa and finnaly u know when is christmas and dunno when is Deepavali??!!!!!!!!!
Natalie:sure i do!! christmass is on 25 december and Deepavali is on... um.... is on..... 16of......16 of july!! ya deepavali is on 16 of july!! =D
Abigail: Hey 16 of july is my birthday yay.... just 2 tell u the truth i...i...have nothing to say
Natalie: huh?? i thought it was 17 october....O.o
Abigail:Dumby
ok thats enough for this morning. see ya around peps....

get used to it, this is my sad miserable life

i dont know what to do. i cant understand anything. ah boh says william is like any boy. Immature. But how can we all be so sure??? thats what everyone girl will say. Are they?? i wont understand anything. i act like a boy, i lie, i cry, i dont like make up..... i hate life.

there are 2 sides of every story, ai leen says she gets fed up with william, william says that ai leen told him that ( from what i belive) is that she doesnt belive me. jeffery?? theres nothing to say about him.

the guys in the class?? meagan says they all belive me. after the feud with william, truth be told??, how true can it be?? could meagan say it just for me to feel ok?? or is it true?? how can it be all true at all that everyone likes me?????

yes i act rough like a boy. or even worse but how can i help it?? can i help for me being a boy?? can i help it when i dont bring anything for the team?? can i help it if i dont do girly-stuff??

i'm different, yes. but i still can cry,i still can laugh, i still can hear, still can talk. still can feel....

William?? i dont know if you will read this or not?? but i am sorry if i ruined your holiday. but i swear for the love of jesus christ that i did not drop your mom's make up set. i know you wont belive this but it's true. even if you still think that i am a liar and thief.

Meagan?? i want to know the full truth. it has come to me that i feel that it is only daw zen you were talking about. what about the other?? did you make it up for me to feel safe and secure?? or is it true that the guys or even the whole class belives in me??

Ai leen?? i feel your a great friend but.... i cant stand beliving in only the one side of this problem.
ok??? it's hard just thinking it over. i know it will be hard with the truth but still....

if theres one thing i've learned so far?? is that the saying ' love is blind'?? so is friendship. you dont know how the friend will be like. will he or she speak the truth?? or just say what he or she wants you to hear in order for you to feel safe.

HI!! =D

Hello Every body!! Nat/Alex here!! it's been long isnt it!! well i'm back and i've got a crush on someone. shocking i know but do close your mouth your breath stinks and you!! Yeah you that boy!! Stop watching porn sick ass!! Anyway,,,,,,, i am still bored about my school it's getting quite random. i'm bored like EVERYDAY.... T_T. I have a crush and there is no squat well that i am telling you that i like ******* ":" &*( $E^ !!